Kindergarten Jitters

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Kindergarten. This one word has been the forbidden topic around my five-year-old all summer long. In fact, she decided during a conversation with an innocent passerby to declare, “I won’t be going to Kindergarten!” Hmmm.  “What’s wrong with Kindergarten?” I asked. “I don’t want a new school. I like my four-year-old one. And I don’t need new friends!” O.K. Where was my sweet girl who loves to visit mama’s school and called Kindergarten “Wondergarden” after spending a day with me? It’s been a tough summer.

Her anxiety towards Kindergarten caused me to have anxiety for the start of a new schedule and an unhappy child. My daughter who finds all things magical and has always been a lover of the school routines – circle time, answering questions, jobs, etc. was adamantly against the K-word. I was perplexed and had a job to do. Help her to realize Kindergarten was going to be amazing.

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Mother / Daughter Bracelets for the first day with a very sweet poem.

Part of the problem was our big move the year before. She switched from a daycare that was like family to a part-time preschool with brand new children to become friends with. This transition was hard, and I can’t say I blame her for not wanting to do it again. To try to make the next school not so foreign, I networked my butt off to help her meet some friends in her incoming class. Close up on me at Kindergarten Orientation, initiating summer meet-ups with other nervous parents. I chose the parent of a girl who looked scared and asked if we could exchange numbers. Not at all like me, but desperate times call for desperate measures. In fact, as soon as others around me heard me saying “my child knows no one,” many others crowded around, and the cell phones came out to add contacts entitled “_____’s Mother.” True Story.

The summer meet-ups happened, and it helped for the children to see each other faces. My daughter liked the new kids she was meeting, but still did not have anything nice to say about Kindergarten. As the first day approached, she at least began to explain that she was nervous and started to voice some of those anxieties. We had some really nice talks about new situations and how they can be scary. It helped to hear that even adults get scared starting somewhere new. Bedtime stories titled Kindergarten Rocks and The Kissing Hand also did the trick to ease the butterflies about the first day. A special gift of mother/ daughter bracelets (thank you, Pinterest) made her feel more secure about leaving us.

The First Day. She didn’t cry. She didn’t even look back after we settled her into the room that she would occupy 6 1/2 hours a day, 5 days a week. I, on the other hand, was a mess! I couldn’t believe the day had come. Now I was the one with the jitters. What if she didn’t get on the bus to come home? What if the other kids were mean to her? What if Kindergarten doesn’t prove to be amazing?

Well, the verdict after getting off the bus with a huge smile on her face was that SHE LOVES IT! She proclaimed that she wants to go 50, 100 days, and there isn’t a thing that she doesn’t like about her new school. Day 2, she didn’t even kiss me goodbye. Day 4, the bracelet was a thing of the past. One could only hope for the excitement my daughter has for her new elementary career. I try not to feel sad that it is the start of true independence, but I am relieved that her summer anxieties were kicked out the door.

What are some milestones that cause anxiety in your household? What are some special things that helped ease the jitters?

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Shannon
Shannon has lived in Fairfield County, CT for most of her life and currently lives in Monroe. She has a daughter L (September, 2008) and a son B (May, 2012). Shannon balances being a wife and mom with working 186 days out of the year as a special education teacher. Thank goodness for vacations, summer break, and snow days! You can be sure that she fills those days with as many amazing activities and outings that she can think of to make up for the time that she is at work. In a distant life, way before babies, Shannon was an aspiring actress and musician. You can sometimes still find her leading sing-a-longs with her guitar at the kids’ playgroups or at her daughter’s school.

18 COMMENTS

  1. I’m glad there were smiles at the end of the day:)

    Kindergarten was a big one for me too. Ellie, on the other hand, couldn’t wait to go. She gets nervous now at the start of a new year because she knows the work will be harder. I worry over whether or not she’ll click with her teacher.

  2. Hi! I got my bracelets at a little shop in Mystic, CT simply because they were adjustable, inexpensive, and in solid colors. Any kind would work and/or you could even make them together. I did see that Etsy had a few sets, but we had opted to just find the same bracelet in our favorite colors.

      • Boys can wear bracelets, but you could also do a keychain on his backpack or jeans, or maybe a small pebble or painted Rock in his pocket. Just teach him to leave it there and check in with the teacher so it doesn’t get taken away.

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